Oh, it goes on and on my friends. Someone started singing it, not knowing what it was, and they'll continue singing it forever just because...
Today I felt better, at least as far as the headache/migraine issue was concerned. Still had a headache, but I think it was mostly a rebound headache. Didn't take Imitrex today. Didn't get dehydrated. Good things.
And I actually did a few things. I took my dogs for a walk in both the morning and evening. I did my laundry and hung it on the line. I made a vat of peppermint tea made with fresh peppermint from my mom's plant. I wrote! I wrote a lot and was on such a role that I had to go the bathroom and held and held it until I was ready to pee my pants because I couldn't tear myself away.
But the pain right now, in this moment, is excruciating. I considered the ER, but my rule is as long as I can walk I don't go to the ER. I've spent way too much time there. I need relief and soon. This is making me dizzy and so nauseous. I've had some stress today and I know that doesn't help.
That's why this feels like the song that never ends. It seems to go on and on, my friend. Even as I recognize that it may not actually go on forever, this moment feels like an eternity.
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