I haven't posted in awhile. One reason is that I've been trying to channel all of my writing to my book. The second reason is because I feel like a broken record. Here's what I have to say (and what I say over and over again):
The pain is pretty bad. I've been having a hard time sleeping; every time I fall asleep it seems I am woken up immediately by pain. And even anti-depressants can't combat the depression that comes from enduring this day after day with no end in sight.
I can't think about tomorrow or the next day. I can only think about now. Perhaps the lesson of living in the now is a good one to learn.
Good job for writing the novel! Are you enjoying that or is it seeming more like a chore? Or is it a good escape for you?
ReplyDeleteSomeday I would like to learn how to live in the now...you'll have to teach me all you know.
And as always, I'm so sorry about your pain...I hope relief comes soon.